Looking at the bruises and blood on the body. How do one forget?

It is bleeding, how is it still bleeding?.

But yet, yeah... It is still hurting. My heart is aching. 

I am tired. Tired of all this..

When can I be safe, feel safe?

I badly need a hug, just hold me tight. Take me somewhere safe.

I am getting hurt, I am hoping to survive the war. I don't wanna give up this fight.

Even... even when my strength is drained. My will is slowly dying. I feel exhausted.

Spent from the weary.

Who am I to talk to all this about? Where someone will not judge, not showing any disgust..

Where someone will be understanding and shield me from all the hurt and the pain and not stab me from the back or slather me with poison, slow working poison.

Trapped in thoughts, I wish it would just leave...

I am trying to walk out from the shadows and my nightmares.

I am struggling but I am working not to give up.

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
12:22:00 AM
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Welcome to Emily Mandy blog
Love is like a river,
Which will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
Love is not demanding,
its unconditional

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and says, '...that's her.'
emily
mandy
.saggitarius.
.DOB " 10 Dec ".


BbabyymiLy.
cherished.x3
treasures.x33
.loves.&.treasured by.x3
pampered.x3
hugs like a teddie.x3
by.
-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-

-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-
walks.
BbabyymiLy.
away from all.
her troubles.
keeping her.
healthy safe & secure!


♥Everlastiinq Lolipops
♥Everlastiinq jelly beans
♥Everlastiinq love
♥Everlastiinq Chocolates
♥Everlastiinq reese peanut buttercups
teddie bear
anime
-Inuyasha-
minimandy
grims jr.
blue, black x3
hearts x33
stroll by the seaside and star glaze

abusers
liars
hypocrites
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayers




.my baobei.
.my precious.



Worldpeace
Chocolatesworld .. white
*wishing n Wishing for you*
sushi
.mobile.
a new mp4
clam shell / flip phone is love
I don't get revenge. I get even.
There is a difference...
I will prove it


PSP
ice cream ...
chocolate
jelly bean
white choco
~!snow!~
#MINE#
*healthy*

Prove it.
Show it.
Make me believe.
Let me believe it existed.