sobbies.. olmost fainted =.= "Welcome To My Blog,Nothing Lasts Forever So Live it Up,Drink it Down, Laugh it off,Avoid the Bullshit,Take Chances & never have regrets.. Baby galz-updates BbabyymiLy.cherished.x3 treasures.x33 lurbb.loves. by.x333pampered.x33huggs lyk a teddie.x3by.BbabyyaLexBbabyyaLex.walks.BbabyymiLy.away from all.her troubles.keeping her.healthy safe & secure!Saggl0ve-d(i didnt write this..i've copied it from my darlinq blog Name:AlexB'date:1991-12-05Single/Attached?:Secret^^ +Wishing..+ Stay With Her 4ever.+ +Take Good Care OF Her..+ +Make Her Feel Loved..+ +Never See Her Cry..+ +Hug Her..+ +Kiss Her..+ +Walk With Her..+ +Smile With Her..+ +Eat With Her..+ +& Finaly Marry Her <3> same thinking x3 sighh but u sms me saddist.. got tis
blah blah alot of tinks happen laa. but one sentence to this someone. =.= i dun carez. ima mad! to vincent.." i dun seems to be avoiding uu! i AM avoiding uu.." i always tell u the truth.. i dun hide from u .. i nvr did.. i just dun lyk uu morez n morez =.= sweatz.. sorry for being mean but the fact is always the most cruel tink.yea! 2dae learn 1 word from teddi da sao.. tmm.. noes wad is it? uhmmm dun noes? let me tell uu =p tian mi mi =P nice word ma? grims... lolz.. i see from the fact.. the fact is that u reali did all those.. but u deny. den wAD shld i do? trusting people is not to see the time being is longer or not. but if the person is trustable ><" and not i dun noes him i noes him in rl.. his sch.his course same sch as my other frn =p.. blah blah... i m not being bias.just stating wad i tink quote: Sunday, August 3, 2008 2dae 2nd reborn =p
2dae we meet out agn! weee! i miss him alot ... hahas. my leg hurtz lorhs.. sae wan hlp me massage.. dun hab lerhs.. wanted under the blk for some time...lolz >< ltr we went suntec...the ever 1st tme i went there..we saw this biggg BIGGGG cutez teddie!!! uhmm i shld hab taken the pic.. well i guess i was reali reali lack of glucose.. my sight went blank uh..i keep close my eyes.. xiang xiang tot i wanna orh orh... hahas tink this freak xiang xiang out..
well well.. i get to meet xiang xiang brothers.. i was kinda lyk reali nervous as if they gonna be lyk big gangsters >< but uhmm they seems pretty friendly.. they were kinda understanding too.. knowing i hab asthma.. they din blow the smoke on me..
the other guy.by the name of kennetj.xiang xiang sae the kenneth only 15 of age!
.. >< but my dardie smoke at age 13 last tme.but my family hlp dardie get away from cigar! hahas.. now my dardie even can tell me "stinks rites?".. when i giv the face that i dun lyk tt smell.. hahas..
n 2dae went suntec with xiang xiang uh.. my palms were sweaty den when we reach there...
-secrets btw me n xiang xiang-
=he n me noes the reason whyy=
xiang xiang noty orhs... b4 meeting his brothers he tell me.. wad if his brothers ask him to smoke.. lolz. ermm.. hahaas his brothers were pretty nervous b4 tt i guess.. uhmmm den his brothers din ask him to smoke.he ask for cigar from them! hmmph! blweahss..is that cor noty or wadd. f3
me n xiang xiang share a bottle of beer =p hahas.
naturally was kinda happy 2dae.. well except that mandy keep bang her head against the wall!
=x
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope seen
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
10:27:00 PM
Y
u always told me ... u are still here... sighhh...where were uu? i cant even contact uu...its not reali as if i fall in love b4.. i reali rather not fall in love.. i rather not to believe.. i told uu all my secrets.. v v personal one too.. but... -sigh- yea u were real gd to me.. i had always been a marmie n dardie galz.i need tme to change..need to be wad i m gonna b..ur the ever first guy i trusted so bad... n when u sae "xxxxxx" i tot i made the right choice.. was it a wrong one den? i noes uu for a long tme.. i noes.. reali...
i guess i was reali toopid.. or mayb i shld hold my stand that i dun wanna find a bf in rl?
-sighhh-
just so hlples now. who can tell me wad to do? o.o
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope seen
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
7:28:00 PM
Y
long tme no post.. recovering from this wound.. lolz. n got to noes that christy "sabo" me? i not sure if it is true..but the aLex said that. sighh.. christy did sabo ppl b4.. -sigh- i dun noes. dango del me frm bl.. shld b aLex?u said u will del me. but u cant.? y?
hear tis frm me.. "u are the one that hurtz me.the one that i hab to ring up so bad.. NEVER got to hear ur voice even once. u giv excuses of being sore throat yet u tell me u are a singer..u can chat with ur frns but not me.giv me feeling of i m being fooled..the one that i dun noes where are uu.. uu can yet drive when not well... uncle torture uu...ur hand.. purplez..metal inside.. ur heart problems.. how can u move ard so free...u show me that u got lots n lots of excuses. n u cheated me.-sigh-"
so i reali gave upp nn uu... u left me in happier hands.. the one that waited for me so long.. the ever 1st guy that i trust so much.. uhmm 230808 a date to rmb.. hahas. well.. so far with him i m okays.. much happier when i m with uu.. he made me feel loved.. u din.. u made me feel so abandoned.. well i still wish uu all the best with ur new galz.. u said she was ur wifey.. well.. i dun noes any pain frm uu anymorez..x.x just dun tok to me anymorez.. since u sae u wan me to hate uu.. i dun... i will keep my promise to uu.. well but uu always keep empty promise so i guess i dun wanna carez anymorez.
xiang2 is the one i wanna rmb... i gave him =x sth.. a present.. bdae present.=p hahas..
i noes n he noes. others dun hab to.. blweahs!
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope seen
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
12:29:00 AM
Y
Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
did u lie? or did u kept ur promise?u said to call.. but not even ONCE.u asked me to call.. i boom ur fone.. did u pick up even ONCE?NO! u NEVER pick up.
"aLex : I dun wish u get a baby without me =x"
u even said that.. u made promise but all were just empty promise. i dun noes how u sound lyk.. is this wad u call relationship? u keep saying that i m with boys..even when i m not..yet u sae u trust me.. i reali dun noes wad u tinking.... mind telling me? n i feels threaten most of the tme... u sae u living for me.. if i ever left u.. u will b dead... i dun noes.. i reali dun...where were uu wheen i needed u the most n where were uu when i tok to u ...><>

did u complete all those.x.x
rejected aka babyymily.
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
11:08:00 PM
Y
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope seen
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
11:12:00 PM
Y
yea? u sae me n aLex ?
"nvm i wud wanna see the person u wan him to love u de to play u ard."
do i reali seems so worthless to u ? o.o i dun noes.. i was in anger when i anger uu.. i just seems so stressed out..wad can i sae? certain points u said were true.. so true..
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope seen
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
8:24:00 PM
Y
-sigh- wad are we now? wad is the so called forever godsisters? now i tell u tinks u still carez abt him n regarding my matter.. u just told me... "its none of my business" u noes how much u hurtz me? ur told me that when i go poly ltr i neglect ur. no i din.. in fact i missed ur.. i call ur out but were always rejected. ur dun seems to wanna go out with me? sigh...
i treat u as my korz.. i prefer the korz that sang for me.
the korz that listen to my cries
the korz that have sleepless nites bcox of me
the korz that worry abt me..
the korz that i hurtz his hearrtts so much
the korz that rush down when ppl gang fight n bully me
i rather u just b my korz...the korz that protect mei mei.=p
u said that u reali lurbb me n u wanted me to giv u a chance...but
hey korz do u even realise? i dun seems to understand u at all.. u can sudden have lyk a change of attitude? that makes me lyk.. i dun noes wad to do.. or mayb sae it the "VERY MEAN" way.
if i reali accept uu.. even thou u sae ther is 2 months.. i dun tink that we can reali last for mayb just a day.yes i admit i AM afraid of uu.. since that recent incident.. wad can u expect me to do?
i dun wan tinks to turn out this way = me afraid of u.
i have told u i wanted u to only be my korz. but ..u said u understand ... did u reali understand?
yes i have added a new section ... pending for it to come true.
so if u dun mean it . dun tell me. dun giv me false hope.
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope seen
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
4:25:00 PM
Y
sorry abt not posting ytd.. was too tired. lolz.. catching hackers of cox.. =p i m a good p2p'er =p hahs.. well. >< i wanted to be a GM .. must take appropriate actions and lusnok lied!angry angry!!! so sianz cry badly.. lost hlpless n JA sae he apologise to me ..lolz ..was it sincere or only so that i will hlp him on his blog? he woke the demon in me.!!! i m changed so changed! aLex seems to be giving up on me already.. sighh.. hlpless..too lost n crying to blog.. sigh.. wad m i to do? S.S missing my old self.. u noes who u are n aLex i need u to be there to change me bak to who i reali am.. lock the demon bak in please.pretty please.
*lazy type liao* zzz
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope seen
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
12:33:00 PM
Y
Edmund Chee Kong Lee
seems familiar? hahas.. well.. reali.. wad do u tink of tis name? recently .i seems to meet ppl with name .. that i tink it is familiar , special but everyone name is unique i guess.. i haben noes aLex.. full namee!! i wanna noes.. =S but how shld i ask .. o.o f6
bored..
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope seen
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
3:01:00 PM
Y
can just tell him go die=.= sweatz.. hadnt he had enuff? zzz sighh.. kena blamed whipped scolded. had accidents.. so wad? no one bothers! so so hurtz 2dae.zzz no mood to blog.. post.. too hurtz.. cant stop crying.. -.- sweatz. 4get it.. i noes my life.. i m tired of being cheerfull.. u wan me emo. i emo whole day den.. 4get bout my life. let me rot.zzz
have i given too much? turn ard please.
dun let me down.. please turn around~
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily .
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope.
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
10:09:00 PM
Y
4th rb 2dae =p no much ppl carez.. sweatz =p
uhmm fough fought. sick sick .. tried out this new lens... nice i guess.. kinda lyk it =p blweahs.. haa...=p purplex3333
pets up n down. i bought 4... den all gone =.=
wanted collect full set. ><" learn tis word frm b3nji f u c k = father understand chinese kungfu ><"
trust korz said he will buddy me .. he din.. i was ignored.. totally ignored.. sigh..
t.T
aLex promised to call me 2dae.. he din.. sigh.. its lyk sooo late.. AM AM!! =.= sigh
aLex got my pic.. he took one when i was slping ><" den the puff cheeks one he put as his hp dp.the other i dun noes =s
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
10:05:00 PM
Y
I would tell any man what a fool he is, if he does not realise how lucky he is to have you.
well..ill stop here...alot more to type ..ahh lazy =/ one more thing...she said she love me..she said she want me...dar..when i was on maple..where u been? around ur frens..and im standing there all alone..waiting for u...and sigh every 5mins...and u dun care...is this what u meant by"iloveyou"i dont see anything...u always with ur frens and im like a dog walking behind u....why is this all happening..?
bought colour lens 2dae.
Cbox? :D
Links? Beloved:Only Her..(Emily) aka BabyyMily<3>
Lusnok yong gin cheong korz korz..ta hen xiang calvin korz korz orhs.. they give me the feeling that is lyk so special... =p hehees.. xiang nian calvin korz.xi wang ta bu hui mang huai shen zhi
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
7:36:00 PM
Y
eermm... 2dae 12+ wakey =x haha..ytd v late slp =.= lolz ermm...den gm trust korz korz tok to me.. den doom sorta got in trouble.. heart too.. for abusing gm powers =x uhoh my fault.many many tinks happen.. sorta tink i wun get interview for the suggest for GM..
hahas well i din get it. i m not surprise.. well.. but..phail yareally monk korz got interview.uhmmm knew it.well well.. i got trust korz pic n he got mine. =s
uuhmmm..=p teddi in forum oso got it.gtgaking oso.o_O kenoli oso ><"
zzz. tink fever coming bakie. so ermm cant rmb wad to write ler. other pepz all no sch.T.T we hab..sobbies.
u post
"i dont see anything...u always with ur frens and im like a dog walking behind u....why is this all happening..?"
HOW CAN U SAY LYK that.. how hurtz can i be?i dun tink tis way...
i went to find u but u tell me u wan to be lyk independent.i went off sadly...
yea how hurtz can i be? or mayb i reali do not hab the right to say this.i look at the ss i took..
yea i dun tink i hab the very right to sae that i m hurtz
i tink i hurtz u even morez deeply.. i dun tink i hab the right to lyk u..as i sae.. how match can we be?yes.. people say that love is blind.but.i dun noes. i dun noes how it is lyk. yes i admit sometimes i reali dun feel loved but sometimes i do i guess.but i tink when u sae u hurtz me but i tink i hurtz uu much much morez.u named urself as an animal...x/3 saddist...hlpless.yea i noes wad i post at my blog... but y did u sms me saying lyk u were leaving me alone.u dun seems to wan me anymorez. u say bye bye. u were sadz n emo.u said u dun lyk ppl to take ur pic n i ask u to takeurself u deny wanting to take picture. so well i den dun force i m hlpless i just lurbb uu ..sigh
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
1:47:00 AM
Y
aiya..2dae many tinks happen..but den rights.. uhmm.. meet till darkkiillla.yareally.yea.. den ltr got to meet the gms.. was kinda nice.. =s..den doom saw me..ask
mandy, would u b my tempo gf?
den i ask him buddy?
lolz got crystal jiejie oso^^ she gave me n christy n lacus 10 crack. uhmmm angel jie 1st reborn 2dae! =p
kena nega on 2nd reborn tt dae.. b4 tt.1st tme solo papu..nega 3x T.T lolz..
2dae got doom daaaaaaar =s hahas. =p chiong me.. pamper me =s
kena roll bakie.. but mine no much of wad.. doom train me. but 3-5x nega.>< den roll bakie.. i still hab the equip n zak helm doom n me zak.. with the pt of galz. =p
uhmm 3rd reborn! =S
well suppose to b 2dae reborn but my gastris v pain n doom go slp.. tiredd. benji oso slp.all aslp except me. waiting up for aziz.. ><
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
3:09:00 AM
Y
babyy i get to b with uu for only awhile.. we are sharing the same tinking..yet hiding from each other.yet... we are suffering tgr. =p i noes wad u are tinking.. i m happy... as uu.. as long u are =]]
well but i guess i may not b strong enough...
aziz!
Now what if I never kiss your lips again
or feel the touch of your sweetz embrace.
How would I ever go on?
Without you there?s no place to belong
Well someday love is going to lead you back to me
but till it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
somewhere out there you're thinking of me
Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye.Til I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry
...
You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
and rise above when the rain falls down
But its so hard to be strong
when you've been missing somebody so long
It's just a matter of time I'm sure
but time takes time and I can't hold on
so wont you try as hard as you can
to put my broken hearrttsz together again?
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
6:45:00 PM
Y
saddist! =[
hmmm a great day to emo =pp hahas. uhmm wadever i dun reali carez.
but 2dae science right sooo lil pepz only.. only 8 pepz.. i tink the faci is kinda saddd
uhmmm who are they ?
mily sylvia ira hamster dexly amelia isabel afiq
first reborn 2dae!! bishop skills still with me.. now change to sin.mit.><" flash jump was fun.. hahs but i dun noes hw use it.. funny?lolz.. grims 3rd reborn 2dae.. ironic/richard korz told me if i cant reborn 2dae he gonna del his acc. grims train with me 2dae..many grats me for my reborn 2daeaegis.. salad dasao.. saw monk der wifey.. uhmm i bcame jian sao =.= sweatz..meng laa. jj's meng...f3 hahs.. =P ermm was kinda reali emoing den happy ... uhmm train with mei n all.. =]] got married in game with grims.. but still no effect n no APQ i tink=.= sigh..
rejected aka babyymily
ps.the flashes of the sight.yea.i din noes it was him...although i dislyk him. but the sight.show me of someone i noes..sth gonna happen.fall down..i could have prevent it..it was my fault...n i rmbed the aunty,it struck me that she was here to take me...but y? and y? y did she suddenly gone n leave me there? i wass wondering y i was feeling breathless n heart pain at that time.jie2 was bz worrying.i dun wanna worry her morez...i m not worth it.. the fever seems to be here for kinda long..aziz babyy i m sorry... but still i dun blame uu..i reali not worth it.
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
12:50:00 PM
Y
i m LOST lost w/o uu but..u NEVER noes hw i felt. =X
yea...let the secret out.. thou i already noes.. i m not reali that gong? i m only kacau =p i m gong2.T.T i dun noes. but.. it doesnt matter... i m not into it... i m not. yea but i hate and dislyk uu for who uu are but no offence... okays gg on to happy tinks..
thanks b3nji/luo wei for being so gd to me?the part when u wanted to hit me on my head or sth.. tt remind me of someone... eee .. T.T... eeee me so bad... make u so so late den eeat.. u normally 5+ 6+ eat.. den now u 10+ ><" mandy pei b3nji eat dinner? but mandy no eat n b3nji eat v v lil.=.= i din eat..prataaaa! b3nji heartt pain ...send home.reach home 11.30.dozing off >< b3nji ="p" color="#ff0000">i am hurtz deep deep inside but i wun wun admit it.
but when the moment u told me -wo ai ni- i tink my heart froze... yea the heart...the heart that reads..the heart that hurtz..that is comparable to urs..the heart of the life that belongs to none other that u.. aLex. but BbabyyaLex wad is love.. wad is it comparable to? how is it lyk? wad is it? is it a deviL or angeL?o_O
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
12:42:00 AM
Y
BbabyyaLex ... miLy is missing u ... sobbies.. mandy wan reaper... mandy miss uu ..><" how's ur blood? hope everything will be well soon....u promise me.. keep it.. n dun suffer.. it pains mandy hearrtt!!! eeeee. T.T reaper bully mandy f3~ aLex emo ler.. T.T boo hooo hoo.. so sianx.. 2dae actually got the no msn rulez by the faci >< hahas.. miss my darr too much n alot laaa. T.T eeee =p blweahs he came on. but .. uhmmm sadz.. he was tortured.. hurtz. T.T unfair... hehex. =/
sometimes i reali dun noes.. seems demoralise'ing =p
but u lyk in dark i in light, u cant on the light but i can.. T.T sobbies.it is lyk bad for ur health.cry
u lie down i sitting.. ><
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
1:47:00 PM
Y
i dun noes wad to do...=.= reali hlpless laa...wad i do just wun please her.. marmie raised her voice at me den i cry liao lo.den fought with grims.. den BbabyyaLex dun understand mee.he sae lyk i neglect him. den lyk make benji korz emo.><" den no $ liao den wad i do? den wad m i suppose to do. i m lyk hlpless enuff..1st day saw.not much ppl noes. not much ppl to tell of..i reali wan SI.... but can i just end off? can i just...
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
10:08:00 PM
Y
BbabyyaLex told me that he went hosp n that the doc told him tt there was sth wrong with his blood.. T.T so worry for himm...i 2dae whole day only eat 2 paos ><" in the end after gastris pain...T.T chat with benny ><" cutez siaaaa =pp
~BeNcHy~HowCanIMakeULoveMe??Hopin2LoveSomeOne@
~living and dying is part of life, i wish to die please.
=pp eeee so sianx... 1st day saw tinks liao..recent dun dare look out window ><"
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
12:24:00 AM
Y
[this post is delicated to someone.i guess only the someone will understand]
this article caught my eye... well... kinda sadz for them =x
"OUR BABY OF HOPE" dated 31 July 08.. lolz.. saw it on my table.
"doc tell sg cplz: ur baby has heart defect, likely to die soon after birth"
"cplz refused to abort."
"Mum says: we can see him blowing bubbles on scan... i know he wantes to live"
the wifey worry that the husband will blame him as the pregnancy was hard to come.and the husbands family, the parents in 70s.
their boy name was Ayden
she's now 33 weeks pregnant.
hopes Ayden missing artery develops b4 his delivery
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
6:01:00 PM
Y
still lyk habing fever.. 1 week ler baa =.= sweatz.. well .. i was emoing n kinda happy 2dae... weeeeeee ... i mis my aLex.. =p hahas
yawns tired ><"
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
12:51:00 AM
Y