Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?

Dont worry... I gonna be ohkays..=D

i fake a smile so you cant see my pain , but still you saw me cry cause my tears fell down, i couldnt control it, i just wished and wished that you were mine.

Just want to be in your arms, listening to the sound of your heartbeat.Im frail,so weak,am i really the one for you?can i love u?

I may not be the best girl you had in your life, but i love you with each and every beat of my heart.


my eyes shed tears of acid, they sting when i cry. So I try to hold them back, with a smile that's a lie.

i like darkness, yet fear it...like to be alone yet wish someone can be beside me...

the truth is... I cant stop thinking of you, sometimes i miss you so bad it hurtz

everytime i hear your name it breaks my heart

i guess i need you

"tell me why i lost you, tell me that you lied, tell me you loved me or at least that you tried"

i wish i could make you see how much you mean to me

its really pathetic how i keep trying to hold on to something that's not coming back

you can always start liking someone over and over again but you can never stop loving someone

i want you to know that i miss you

I know I love him when you cant help but cry evernight because I know he's not mine he's hers..

if i could do anything it would be to kiss you in the middle of the street on the rainiest day of the year

my heart is yours to fill or burst to break or bury or wear as jewelry whichever you prefer
and when you begin to miss me, dont forget it was you who let me go

its funny how someone can break your heart and you still love them with all the little pieces.

the best kind of love wakens the soul,plants fire in our heart,that's what you've given me .. and that's what i hoped to give you 2.

love is the best medicine and there is more than enough to go around once you open your heart.
the saddest thing in the world is to love someone who used to love you

I just want you to love me the way I want!

just tell me u love me...

this thing they call love is this how it's really supposed to be?

i love you endless if i should die before i wake, it'sbecause you took my breath away

im lost without you you never know how i felt

my heart will always be with you

should i smile because we are friends?or cry because we'll never be anything morez?

to hear u stumble when u speak or see u walk with two left feet.that's when i love you, i love you endlessly.cause here's my promise made tonight,you can count on me 4 life.cause that's when I love u.when nothing u do can change my mind....


trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

when you are in love and you get hurt, its like a cut, it will heal but there will always be a scar.

even when we are apart, we are still under the same sky.

i hoped that you 've just hugged me when i am crying at that very sad moment.

PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU FEEL, DONT PLAY GAMES WITH ME or my mind ANYMORE!! I AM GOING CRAZY!!

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
10:34:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
uhmmm, i just know they are keeping something from me.. what is it.. they just refuse to pass an extra key to me...afraid that i might hold on to their key too...i just dont understand.. i was just feeling they really care about me...or a part of them really did.. what's the problem?
its irritating...

well , i was told to face my fears...
okays.. i am in school... i didnt skip school..
then???

feel so like an outcast.. uhmm.. well but who cares.. i know i gonna be back what i am.. the happy happy.. crazy person.. that lil girl.. =p


baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
8:01:00 AM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?

i am gonna live back my life!!! i going to enjoy it.. cause i know whats gonna happen.. thanks lurbb.=]. i love yuu 1314!! x3333333 i am gonna cherish every minute, second, mini-second of it!!! x3

i am gonna be back the craziest lil girl your once knew.the one that always smile and bring you guys smiles n laughtersry abt being mysterious 4 a period of time but that is what i am..but i am gonna try to relax now =))

guys please give me a hand time to time.. hahs.. cause i may be a lil rusty..

i think i really love you soo i am gonna scream to the world i love yuu and hold you in my arms.. tight tight x33
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
2:10:00 AM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
will he ever know the pain in my heart..
i got this cplz necklace for me and my junna =p
i told her a secret today.. deepest secret in my heart.
she had her "his", i have my "him"
i was thinking as long hes happy i will be too.. but there is this pain in my heart...
i wanted him to be mine so bad...
but i know he will not be mine.. he made it clear, so clear, crystal clear...
but i am still harbouring on any tiny bits of hope.
i just just so hope that i am the girl hes refering to.. but, i know it in my heart.. its like impossible..
i am thinking of ways that hes just dont want to make it that obvious.. what about me? am i making it obvious.. too obvious?

when my sister ask about who is the "he"... i dont know what to say...

why? why am i clinging on all this memories..but they are the memories that make me smile..
that is so real and happy...

nites nites for now..
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
12:54:00 AM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
if only i could turn back time...
if only i could.. but i have hurt a friend.. is that a good thing or a bad thing?
i dont want people that i cherish to get hurt because of me..
eugene benjamin protect me and he himself got hurt
and now he is gone.. must there be more cases and incident like this before you understand?
i feel so damn it hurt myself!

too pissed irritated and tired to do anything.. damn!
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
10:30:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?

wo xiang...
wo zhen de xi huan ni...

i realise that your half awake voice sound so cute
i didnt get to see how you look like when you sleep...

i almost just wanna call you my dear dear already.. ><"
i thought when i look deep into your eyes and feel like kissing you that was me thinking too much..but when you lay your lips on mine... my heart is racing..
i still can feel it on my lips... =x

seeing him work so hard.. i dont know but it seems to pain my heart.. what am i feeling? at times.. i just want to hold him so tight.. want to lean on him, cry in his arms, but i am so unsure what he is thinking...did i want him so bad that i am acting like a "control-er" i dont want to be that way... but i just want him for myself...lol..what am i feeling?! what is he feeling n thinking...

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
11:39:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and difficult road with me?

i wanna run into your arms and cry..
i am tired..
i am a murderer...Q_Q

you thought you know me.. well you dont...
when i ask " are you afraid"
you are shivering..
now you are like the same as others you went MIA...

damn you guys!
i got someone i like.. dont bloody put my name with other guys...
who do you think you are... come on.. your just shucks..
your dare to do what your did to me.. why wont your admit.. and.. go MIA?

its good that i didnt go to the police.. arghhh!

but sure.. its gonna be pay back time.. you are first on his list..
be ware.. you know who i am refering to =p yea.
he will tell me ... "can keep a look out for his photo on the obituaries soon"
when i hear that. i dont know should i be glad or should i feel sad..
i dont know.. but i think .. i still want you back.. as what we used to be.. no matter what you did to me hurt me or not.. i just cant really bring myself to hate you..

i dont know what to say about myself.. stubborn or what.. but i am always dreamy.. i am now a experiment by someone.. and i am being dislike.. i told you that you can hate me. =] as long when i am gone you will not be sad..

and Love her well =D

you know i love you..
i always have and always will.. x33

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
1:19:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?

would anyone be kind enough to tell me what is wrong with me. i am too young?
i am thinking about things i shouldnt be thinking.. like i never thought of before.. am i going insane??
plus.. i dont know what is wrong with me.. the body.. and i almost fall down for a couple of times in a day-row.. what am i to do w/o you.. you got my heart, my breath too.. how am i to stay alive like this??

max... i miss drawing circles with you... when can we do that again?
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
6:15:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?

i wanna run into your arms and cry..
i am tired..
you crashed my hopes.. i am a murderer...Q_Q

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
9:55:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
chatted for hours..i went to buy sushii 12+ bucks i think o.o while talkin..
never had a talk like this... thanks...
you know and i know...=]
had a happy saturday!!! with him-gx?
tomato reddddddddddddddd!!! lol =s
do you know what i am feeling and thinking at that time??
why am i even thinking that way?? =x

saw the way he eat lollipop.. wrap towel up...he just never fail to make me smile i guess..
saw that he is well and alive last night...

what am i to you?? can you just tell me? i am tired of playing games with your mind, you already rob me of my heart.. i am "livinG" without a heart now.. BUT.. how long more can i go on without my heart?!

MIA bastard!! are you not a man?! come on! stand up and talk ? where did you go? gone hiding like a coward? come on you are a bastard! gone hiding for? come on OUT and tell me the reason!!!
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
2:20:00 PM
Y

Welcome to Emily Mandy blog
Love is like a river,
Which will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
Love is not demanding,
its unconditional

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and says, '...that's her.'
emily
mandy
.saggitarius.
.DOB " 10 Dec ".


BbabyymiLy.
cherished.x3
treasures.x33
.loves.&.treasured by.x3
pampered.x3
hugs like a teddie.x3
by.
-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-

-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-
walks.
BbabyymiLy.
away from all.
her troubles.
keeping her.
healthy safe & secure!


♥Everlastiinq Lolipops
♥Everlastiinq jelly beans
♥Everlastiinq love
♥Everlastiinq Chocolates
♥Everlastiinq reese peanut buttercups
teddie bear
anime
-Inuyasha-
minimandy
grims jr.
blue, black x3
hearts x33
stroll by the seaside and star glaze

abusers
liars
hypocrites
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayers




.my baobei.
.my precious.



Worldpeace
Chocolatesworld .. white
*wishing n Wishing for you*
sushi
.mobile.
a new mp4
clam shell / flip phone is love
I don't get revenge. I get even.
There is a difference...
I will prove it


PSP
ice cream ...
chocolate
jelly bean
white choco
~!snow!~
#MINE#
*healthy*

Prove it.
Show it.
Make me believe.
Let me believe it existed.