xiong2...
thanks.. my dear teddie teddy bear bear...
"In the end, all that matters is love ... I love you ."
"I look in your eye, I see compassion, empathy, but most of all, I see hope. this babyy girl won't be saved on strength. What babyy really needs is heart."
"You came here because you needed to. You needed to hear the truth"
honne!!
"Because there has to be one that's good. There always has. And your heart has the ability to love unconditionally. Like I told you, in the end, all that really matters is love."
love is unconditionally.. thanks.. i heard it.. i know it.. i sense it.. i feel it...
i am then learning to trust it..
i am learning to trust you...
i hope i can.. i really hope so.. =]
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 031909
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
1:21:00 AM
Y
arent you smirking? and now again you are acting ms nice guy?! LOLZ!
i can tell you only one thing...
DREAM ON!
still in your DISGUSTING cat suit.. cats are cutez... but you totally ruin it!
####*censored* (2009-03-23 18:23:33)
hi,long time no c u
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how r u?
lolz...please lo! =.=
ewwwww.. stop tailing and following her everything, every action, pace, reaction and word...
ITS freaking damn gross!
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 031909
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
7:48:00 PM
Y
serina, you can smirk all you want now.. thinking that he really trust you..
but i know my korz...you can kid him now.. but you cant kid him forever...
i trust that the korz that i once knew is still there.. just hidden..
althought he changed sooo much till i cant recognise him...till he became a complete stranger...
哈哈~做戏做得好假噢~他也不会相信你!哈哈!活该~你休想再打扰我们啦!你他妈的!手段收皮!
tsk tsk....
-updating later...
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
2:36:00 PM
Y
he say he love me..
he seems to know what my heart is craving for..
he is really good to me.. i dont know...
and at times...
"i am still as invisible as always...still THIRSTY...why must you make my hearttsx/3 ache for you?it HURTZ so bad!"
what i think :
我只想听你说你爱我~很过分吗?我伤心时你在哪?陪我好吗?我不需要任何的安慰~只要你陪着我,借我靠在你的肩膀哭,听我哭诉~我知道我很孩子气~也常发小孩子脾气,但你不是说过我只要做我自己,就是你心目中可爱的小天使吗?
=my translation to my own sentence=
i only want to hear you say "i love you", is it too much to ask for?when i am down or sad, where are you? can you be with me? i dont need any console. i only need you to be by me, lend me your shoulder to cry on... let me lean on your shoulder.. listen to me complain with tears... i know i am childish and immature... always throwing childish temper...but didnt you mention before that i should just be myself and i am your lovely and cutez angel in your eyes / heart?
he say the love for me is the kinda love that he want to marry me...
i am confused! can i trust you or not?!
you are really gentle and caring towards me.. but i dont know why and cant help it.. but i think...
you will treat me differently after that.. ><" haish..
this complicated feeling in me... i dont know!
wish someone would explain it to me~!
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
10:48:00 PM
Y
serina + bastard update--
爱要你牵我的手每一天,我要非常用心感觉,因为爱你,才是我最后最美丽的句点
AND!
Welcome to my life... bastard....that is what you are.. you forever are... guys cant be trusted! wtf!
永远都是an~qi的宝贝老公-
对你的爱越深就越来越心痛
LOLZ.. that's why.. guys just flirt around and go sweet talk with you and claim that they love you... but they can make out with another girl... so.. tell me.. how can i ever trust a guy? dont blame me for that...
updates maybe later.. =.=
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
5:30:00 PM
Y
I should have known to help you guys... "devoid of gratitiude" guy!
shes just a bitch and shes cheating on you..
YET, you freaking choose to trust her.. fine i dont freaking carez!
but....
i HATE it when people claims that i am lying when i am not?!
i hate liars as much as you do!
but please lo.. why is it that your are older than me.. but ... CANT think?
its like when your are down your rmb me.
when your happy.i am just invisible as i always am!
and BITCH. stop making a scapegoat of things i didnt do.
and dont think bullying me will prevent me from knowing your DARKEST secrets.
what you DID is the FACT.. you can do all this to me..you can silence me if you want to...
BUT...
I still believe one day(i dont know how long..but ONE day).. HE will wake up and
know everything..THE REAL TRUTH beneath.. but for sure or maybe..
I will still be full of HATRED for him.
死哥哥!!你是大笨蛋大白痴哪!我讨厌你啦!大骗子!
you said you know,you said you understand.. but in the end.. you are blaming me back at the stuffs i didnt do...
Do you know my pain..my worries and everything? do you know why i am doing all this?
do you even freaking know what the hell (hell..)i did for you?and yet.. to you i am only a crapz... WILL YOU EVEN NOTICE ME?
-or am i too invisible to be noticed?-
AND please.. dont be bhb... who you think you are..
=you thought i liked you?! COME ON...get real?! you are OLD enough to be my dardie.
hmmph~ i liked you? *you are thinking too much..* GET REAL pleasE!
I dont freaking know why do I even carez?
For all this things, I know that nothing is going to come out of it. But still this dumb little girl is still here waiting. I dont know what you are thinking. I will never know cause I know we can be nothing more. Your just plain making use of me. getting sick for this ungrateful YOU is meaningless..i dont give a damn about you anymorez! i rather you die in blur, i dont freaking carez!
oh shuddap!wadd's the use of saying Sorry?!
I hate it! I want everything back! I wont give in NO MORE.I hate it when you do this to me... I dont hope for anything else... when benjamin and yan xun is back. i worry what will become of you.. still..eugene benjamin.. if only you are still here.. you will tell me what to do...why do you have to go?
and serina.. let me tell you one thing...
"cb childish bitch oways kacao us! but we still love each other~ said many rubbish thing!!pui!! kns~"
讨厌手段!装可怜!做戏!烦死人!抢我爱的人!真是讨厌!!只是想把我们分开?想的美啦!哈哈~他是我的!别烦我们啊!
手段!?是指你自己吧。。装可怜?做戏?都是你自己。谁要抢你爱的人?也不看看自己几岁。。他几岁。。。我会喜欢他?!你们也想太多了吧。。。你真的爱他吗?你还真的说得出口。。。想把你们分开?是你自己要离开他。你自己最清楚你自己做了什么!
you dare to put all those.. i know about what you did.. he loved you and you made used of him?
you dare to actually say you loved him?! you wanted to break with him...but you found out something..YOU are a BItch.and you just changed the way you treat him.. he is upset. he claims that he didnt cry. but i was the one that know the truth.. i even help you to put in nice words..
yet you are ungrateful..just like him..i dont carez if you put a hex on him..
BUT i TRUST that ONE day, HE will really wake up...
However, for now.. his outta my life!~
for you.. you were NEVER in it.
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D
If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
11:37:00 AM
Y