Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
Ytd told him that we meet today.. meet in the early morning.. i was soooo nervous... well, he went to mac to eat, he smsed to meet at mac after that.. but because of my health and dont know what happen to my leg, it hurts very bad so i smsed him asking if can meet at the station instead...he say ohkays..

and when i reach the station he is there alreadyy.. and OMGosh!!! guess what.. i saw him in army uniform...look so cutez lah!! my heartts beating so so so very fast..but i dont know why, i was on the verge of tears, so i pass him the bag and place a small note in his hand. wanted to just walk off, so i just tell him, bye.

And, start walking off, then he was going to the bus stop across the mrt station to take bus back home, so we sorta walked together.. Then he ask me where i going, so i say, going to buy some things then maybe going suntec to meet my friend. I just dont dare to look him in the eye, i know my tears are going to fall off. he notice i was limping and he asked me if i sprain my leg, i dont know what to say so i replied with a nod, guess he didnt see it so i reply again with a nod and a "ya".

OMGosh, i cant believe i really passed it to him.. i waas soooooooo nervous lah!



then i went back home, decided not to meet korz, cause of my leg and my little brother.
well, now just notified to read the horoscope, i did and guess what?!

Love Horoscope for today :
Opportunity is the name of the game when it comes to love right now, Sagittarius. Whether you are single or attached, today you are taking some bold moves in romance. If you are attached, you are going to come across an emotional situation where you will lay it on the line and take a chance with love. If you look for the right cues, you will see positive encouragement coming your way, and this will work out very nicely. Single? It is time to stop waiting for the party to come to you, and bring yourself to the party instead. Love has never "just happened" for you, so why do you think it will do so now?

Daily Life Readings:
Love: rated - 4 heartts
Today would be a good day to express any feelings you've been holding back from someone you care about.

Career: rated - 5
Your hard work is paying off, someone at work has noticed your effort and you will be rewarded today.

Health: rated - 2
Be careful today because your health could be thrown off a bit by either food or a sudden change in the weather.

Wealth: rated - 5
A promotion or large sum of money may be coming into your possesion soon! You may be able to take that vacation you've been wanting!

uhmmm just focus on the love part and health part maybe..
hahas, my didi saw it then he ask me got what to tell him, hahas, then we play our favourite war again, well i lose. but i was acting like a alarm clock, screaming and giggling while we play and hahas.. true enough my jie woke up!! surprisingly know!? haha!!!

its love... akkan babyy.. its really love...

i m nervous about the result now...please wish me best of luck >.<

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
4:52:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
ytd some psyco bastard piss me off.. but heh, i won his little quarrel! lol.. then jie bully meee >.<

uhmm today went out with korz. =DD heheh... was happy.. he really will cheer me up.. but.. still pokeyyy him no fun..>.< i always lose.. nevermind.. i will brush up my defend skills.. i will win you the next time, maybe this sat then,muah haha! -evil laughs- LOL!

uhmmm.. first time see korz eye red red.. uhmm.. heart pain leh.. then i buy for him eye mo.LOL! someone was then like thinking so sweet de couplez. dots....korz and meii la!
but korz today keep bully meee *pouts*.. lol, then when on the escalator, i stand in front of him; then he say " i just realise you so short leh" LOL! ehh i stand in front mahh, plus ya la i is short lahh, i also want to grow taller leh.. but girl too tall also not good, hard to find bf.. muah haha! here i go siao siao again...>.<

erm, but korz after that went back to school cause his teacher find him. he late wor.. sure kena scold by teacher.. tsk tsk, kinda my fault..he send me back to my station, heh then i want to kacau him, i say i send him back to his station again =P

But korz say sat maybe can go out again!! weeee =DD looking forward to it =]]



haish, but my body IS like really getting weaker.. what am i to do? almost faint just now, looking pale, feeling weak, i dont like all this.. i want to let my HIM, know how i feel, just when i have decided all this... because i really feel myself getting so weak. And yet my HIM is busy.. too busy.. i dont know.. i feel so many feelings at once.. i feel lost, so lost.. i just want him to hold me in his arms...T_T

whatever that is.. just looking forward to going out with korz, or able to meet up with him, or both.. lol. i am greedy >.<

jaa ne~~
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
9:19:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?

i am back... tired back and everything, smsed him.. he replied.. but what am i to say??
hahs...i feel so so so tired.. should i tell him or not.. this question keep spinning in my head.. my head hurts so bad.. temperature now is 37.3... quite high right.. haish...

anyways.. just did a quiz.." how many people love you... " = 3 people.
Ur SOO kind, loving,loyal and funny! U have a hard time letting people in to get 2 no the REAL u but once u do let them in theres no getting them out they will luv every bit about u. U should give more ppl a chance @ finding the REAL u! anybody who lets u slip through their fingers iz stupid! Live ur life 2 the fullest. Ur guy/girl will most likely b smart kind loyal and charming and he probably wont let u go. :)

my head hurts so bad...think i gotta get some rest.. LIKE finally.. i guess >.<

jaa ne~
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
8:13:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
hee... sunday went out shopping with family... dardie choose quite a number of girly clothes for me.. hee.. xd.. hahas.. but i really like some alot.. wondering how.. LOL.. i bought quite a few pieces that day..
haish.. i wonder when can he meet me.. darrlinqq keiko tell me that my kind of love is like not really love.. it sounds quite real too, like i say, i dont think he likes me at all.. it hurts so much.. but i cant help it...i feel like i am a murderer... i almost hurt my friend, i almost lose control...i have decided.. if this little - confession- didnt succeed.. i am going to give up on " love does exist"...
hee... on fb my r/s status is : in a relationship with takashi keiko. =]]
i dont know.. i just feel so troubled.. i dont know what to do.. and that bastard just will not get OUT of my life.
that's all for now...
(ps.. in school)....BORED!
jaa ne~
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
10:45:00 AM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?

you dont know how much it hurts, tons of things going through my mind. and everytime i see you...i feel alot of feelings at once. you made me feel so different. made me feel changed..make me think of things i never thought of before...


Night after night, I hear myself say Why can't this feeling just fade away?--so when it doesnt fade = xx--
it is telling me.. i am in love...

akkan babyy...

now that i know its love.. i wish you will know. ...
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
8:16:00 PM
Y

Welcome to Emily Mandy blog
Love is like a river,
Which will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
Love is not demanding,
its unconditional

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and says, '...that's her.'
emily
mandy
.saggitarius.
.DOB " 10 Dec ".


BbabyymiLy.
cherished.x3
treasures.x33
.loves.&.treasured by.x3
pampered.x3
hugs like a teddie.x3
by.
-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-

-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-
walks.
BbabyymiLy.
away from all.
her troubles.
keeping her.
healthy safe & secure!


♥Everlastiinq Lolipops
♥Everlastiinq jelly beans
♥Everlastiinq love
♥Everlastiinq Chocolates
♥Everlastiinq reese peanut buttercups
teddie bear
anime
-Inuyasha-
minimandy
grims jr.
blue, black x3
hearts x33
stroll by the seaside and star glaze

abusers
liars
hypocrites
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayers




.my baobei.
.my precious.



Worldpeace
Chocolatesworld .. white
*wishing n Wishing for you*
sushi
.mobile.
a new mp4
clam shell / flip phone is love
I don't get revenge. I get even.
There is a difference...
I will prove it


PSP
ice cream ...
chocolate
jelly bean
white choco
~!snow!~
#MINE#
*healthy*

Prove it.
Show it.
Make me believe.
Let me believe it existed.