Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
死哥哥！讨厌哪！你是大笨蛋大白痴哪！我讨厌你啦！大骗子！
you know?you know my pain..my worries and everything?you know why i am doing all this?do you even freaking know what the hell i did for you?and yet.. to you i am only a mumble fly...
WILL YOU EVEN NOTICE?


I dont know why do I even carez? For all this things, I know that nothing is going to come out of it. But still this dumb little girl is still here waiting. I dont know what you are thinking. I will never know cause I know we can be nothing more. Your just plain making use of me.



I hate it! I want everything back! I wont give in NO MORE.I hate it when you do this to me... I dont hope for anything else...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCmdd7XPvIM&feature=rec-HM-fresh+div

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note,
A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
Your too busy playing games,
And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

[Chorus]
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
I want you to notice me,
I'll get you notice me.

Got your head up in the clouds,
Tell me when your comin down,
I dont wanna sink your ship,
It's not about the scolarship,
And all the friends that follow you,
Tell you things that just arent true,
I'm the girl you never see,
I'm the one you really need,
So dont you get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me

[Chorus]

I'm not like the rest,
I dont care if you're the best,
You see it, it's all the same to me ,
You just be who you want to be,
It's all the same to me,
Ohhh dont get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
I want you to notice me,
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
7:42:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
the 2 bad dreamszx of today
kelvin
harry
好希望我哥能抱紧我，告诉我他不会让任何人欺负我，他会保护我。。。
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
11:26:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
yes I am sure that you dont know what i am thinking...
I know that you dont think of me nor miss me...
(For I Am No One Special To You)
I am not sure if you really treat me as a friend...
Not sure if I am JUST a friend, a meii or nuer...
but I am pretty sure that to you i am just another nobody... no one to you...
I didnt thought of that I am just a nobody...
[I Was Hoping To Be Someone Special To You]
I treat you differently but what is the point...
what you promise me..
I guess think you will never even rmb cause to me you are just a guy that got my heart but hurt me...
you are a Liar...
I am just a toy to you...
you will never rmb how much you hurt me..
cause after you say it.. you just forget about it..
cause after you hurtz me...you enjoy and SIMPLY wont rmb.
even if you cheer me up, you dont rmb...
you say that i am cutez and i will always make you smile when i smile.
when i smile, that's when you feel happy...
you told me that you are TOO shy to hug me thou you really feel like it but you will not..
but when you hold me in your arms, you hope that the time will stop...
we share the same favourite drink or is that just a coincidence...
i sometimes wonder if everything you say is a lie...
wont you feel tired? with having to lie all the times,
what about the intimate times we have tgr...
maybe not to you but is to me...and its sweet no matter what...
most of the things that you mention once, i could rmb...
but you.. i am not sure...
i am sick and tired already...
your all say i am cutez and treat me totally differently from how you treat others then suddenly a change of attitude...
If so i hope it ONLY pin points me... it hurtz alot more.. but maybe because i am abnormal...you were abnormal too..
We share a number of similar things but is it all FAKE?
BUT... can i say that all that is only some plain coincidence...
Since that day, i keep thinking about you...

this thing they call love
is this how it's really supposed to be?

should i smile because we are friends?
or cry because we'll never be anything
morez?

to hear u stumble when u speak
or see u walk with two left feet.
that's when i love you, i love you endlessly.
cause here's my promise made
tonight,you can count on me 4 life.
cause that's when I love u.
when nothing u do can change my mind....
you are mine 4eva...yeah i think i really love u

the way you speak is cutez, the way you treat me is sweet...everything makes me miss you...

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
8:08:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
everyday is just like another day..
i am tired of guessing and figuring out what your are thinking..
and i am pretty sure that you dont know what i am thinking...
dont know what i want.
cause to you i am just another nobody... no one to you...
i didnt thought of that...i am really just too stubborn and foolish.
i am stupid and foolish..
a dumb ass.. a pathetic little girl...
people never fail to bully me..
it sorta became their interest.
what you promise me..
i guess you will never rmb..
cause after you say it.. you just forget about it..
i dont know whether it only pin points me.. or just anyone...
yea.. you got a number of girls by you...
Can I Say That You Are A Flirt?
How have You Stole My Heart & Hurt Me So Bad?

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
11:21:00 AM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
i have realised after looking at so many videos, and stories...
why do people only cherish when they are about to lose the thing or someone they love.
see that they cherish, they fall in love, its so sweetz...
but its like people always tell me,
[its only a story, its only a show, its not real, i dont think got so "perfect"..]
can i say that i dont bother? can i say i dont wanna carez?
can i really fall in love for once.. can i really cherish.. what if i do and they dont?
if i dont try, i will never know and i might regret, that's what i always tell people.
if you never try you never know.. BUT NOW i cant even apply it to myself..
i am tired, i dont wanna try anymorez, i dont wanna get hurtz no morez.
babyy, i really dont know anymorez!!! i like it when i am with him, but, who knows maybe to him i am just a nobody..maybe god knows?well, i sure dont.i dont wanna be abnormal anymore.
i am helpless...
its not hard to say i love you ><"

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
2:32:00 PM
Y

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
10:45:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
this is the soup i cooking :

there was a number of other dishes but the family was hungry and just ate it so didnt get to grab a picture. =P finished cooking dinner... it was a totally yummy one, guess i am really missing him... kinda lost.. didnt feel like this before... i had enough of being abnormal... friday the 13...when that day come, i will rip your mask off, chris. trust me that i will do that.

baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
5:08:00 PM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
thanks alot for tonight...kinda shock me.. but ...yea.. the lil girl is curious, lil girl is a bloster ( suddenly cant rmb how to spell the word )....hahas.. kinda really fun uhs..
i am sorry that i am abnormal... but .. maybe i might really get what i wear today..seems kinda different from what i wear the other time. but still ps ps laa ><" and my dear gene dardie, you are strong.. lolz.. what is the heaviest you can carry? and really, if cant sleep, rmb find your nuer peii you play... hahas.. you say you sure tired. rmb what you say horx =P hahas =D...i am really tired.. slept only 4hours the day before.. uhmm .. well, rmb the salad,tell me if its edible... and whether its tasty... nuer missing you .. guess you are asleep now...anyways, why do you say sorry for?
someone ask me to be his online gf.. lolz!!!!
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
12:05:00 AM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?

Engene, my dear gene dardie, thanks for making my day and life so great. thanks for making me smile, thanks for not really getting angry when i tease you about being "genie" instead of gene.
thanks for being there when i need you, and really sweet to me, treating me like your little girl.

dardie, i know i am a stubborn, idiotic, irritaing and pathetic little girl at times, i am sorry that i cried alot, but i really didnt want to.. i am sorry that i started a fight with you, i should have known that you will be totally tired from camp. i just really wanna make you smile, i wanna be there for you , but i promise i will be there forever. i admit i am really a dumb ass at times, thanks for being there for me for the past months, i am really glad you stood by me, my gene dardie.
i guess you are still angry with me but i sms and msn you .. now is like late.. i guess you are really angry or maybe asleep but i just wanna tell you , thanks and sorry for everything.

I meant it. I am sincerely sorry gene dardie. =[ forgive me?

sumimasen.gomen.sorry. nuer
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
Thanks for letting me see hope.
Your smile brightens up my day! =D

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
1:15:00 AM
Y

Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?
Totally saddist.. my baby teddie died today..got knocked down by cars...
but at least i still get to see my dear poor baby teddie...i will give you a nice burial...
toopid gene dardie didnt sayang me...my baby teddie died today you know?
still laugh at me?!
R.I.P babyy teddie 030209 :

my poor baby teddie... sorry that you got lost and now gone..will remember you till forever.. keep you in my heartts.. i lurbb you dear, baby teddie..x3

anyways.. my dear gene dardie go in camp today.. wish you all the best and good luck.. yea yea .. admit that you do look like ah beng before that uhs.. now.. still okays laaa.. its nice poking you but sorry about your shoulder hope its really fine.. but you made me cried twice today.. rmb you for that hmmph!!!
but thanks for every thing.. you still make me smile dear gene dardie..
and you are really treating me like your little baby girl.. =D hahas...missing you till friday. i will try to fetch you =P

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
11:09:00 PM
Y

Welcome to Emily Mandy blog
Love is like a river,
Which will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
Love is not demanding,
its unconditional

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and says, '...that's her.'
emily
mandy
.saggitarius.
.DOB " 10 Dec ".


BbabyymiLy.
cherished.x3
treasures.x33
.loves.&.treasured by.x3
pampered.x3
hugs like a teddie.x3
by.
-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-

-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-
walks.
BbabyymiLy.
away from all.
her troubles.
keeping her.
healthy safe & secure!


♥Everlastiinq Lolipops
♥Everlastiinq jelly beans
♥Everlastiinq love
♥Everlastiinq Chocolates
♥Everlastiinq reese peanut buttercups
teddie bear
anime
-Inuyasha-
minimandy
grims jr.
blue, black x3
hearts x33
stroll by the seaside and star glaze

abusers
liars
hypocrites
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayers




.my baobei.
.my precious.



Worldpeace
Chocolatesworld .. white
*wishing n Wishing for you*
sushi
.mobile.
a new mp4
clam shell / flip phone is love
I don't get revenge. I get even.
There is a difference...
I will prove it


PSP
ice cream ...
chocolate
jelly bean
white choco
~!snow!~
#MINE#
*healthy*

Prove it.
Show it.
Make me believe.
Let me believe it existed.