I just wanted to get this off my chest, as it was a little heart wrenching for me...

I was wondering if I did anything wrong. I feel unjust for my baby, like I failed him.

I was pondering as to whether I should post this or not... This been sitting in my draft for more than 2 weeks now...


Imma cut it off here, as this is what cuts and hurt more like anything.


I don't believe in love anymore. Not right now. I only got love, for my family and my baby boy.

This song was 1 that I wrote (Hoping love might find me one day):

Everyday,
I wake up and I take it all in
That it's all a dream

'Cause, cause you seem like the one that is special
No, but not just to me.
What you do and say, you make me smile
You would make him smile.
Making my heart smile.

When you love someone
You open up your heart
You make rules
to never hurt, to never harm.

When you love someone
You are terrified, petrified and horrified to lose them.
When you love someone,
you are afraid that you will lose them.

When you say that
Say that you
love the way I make you feel.

When you say that
I am the one that made your heart beat so darn fast.

When you love someone
You open up your heart
You make rules
to never hurt, to never harm.

When you say that
Say that you
love the way I make you feel.

When you say that
I am the one that made your heart beat so darn fast.
You asked.

Where I am your whole life and thought that I was impossible to find.
I am sorry that I was right,
I still think that love does fade away despite promises that it will never do.
Were you ready? Am I ready?
I did not take the step out but I was still hurt.
Hurt in the end.
Because I felt like I still had something to lose.

I thought that I will never love another for the rest of my life.
But baby made me see,
that I wanted the future like you wanted
when you first asked me for permission.

Now, I am lost.
Not lost in love,
Not lost in thought.
But lost in the darkness that cant be seen with the eyes.

When you love someone, when you are in love~
Whatever should I do?

*sigh*

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
1:52:00 PM
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Welcome to Emily Mandy blog
Love is like a river,
Which will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
Love is not demanding,
its unconditional

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and says, '...that's her.'
emily
mandy
.saggitarius.
.DOB " 10 Dec ".


BbabyymiLy.
cherished.x3
treasures.x33
.loves.&.treasured by.x3
pampered.x3
hugs like a teddie.x3
by.
-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-

-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-
walks.
BbabyymiLy.
away from all.
her troubles.
keeping her.
healthy safe & secure!


♥Everlastiinq Lolipops
♥Everlastiinq jelly beans
♥Everlastiinq love
♥Everlastiinq Chocolates
♥Everlastiinq reese peanut buttercups
teddie bear
anime
-Inuyasha-
minimandy
grims jr.
blue, black x3
hearts x33
stroll by the seaside and star glaze

abusers
liars
hypocrites
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayers




.my baobei.
.my precious.



Worldpeace
Chocolatesworld .. white
*wishing n Wishing for you*
sushi
.mobile.
a new mp4
clam shell / flip phone is love
I don't get revenge. I get even.
There is a difference...
I will prove it


PSP
ice cream ...
chocolate
jelly bean
white choco
~!snow!~
#MINE#
*healthy*

Prove it.
Show it.
Make me believe.
Let me believe it existed.