Are you willing to walk this long and difficult road with me?

I got hurt, I got stabbed, I got lied to, been taken for granted. I was easy. Easy prey.

But, a little action, those places, familiar songs, a mere scent. - it can do a lot. Really a lot.

Well, what to do? We are human. I care and I cared a lot.

It meant a lot to me. So, I still miss, still think, still reminisce and I still hope.

But I fear. Fear terribly.
He had this "I did this. I said that."
Now it seems like it is just sweet talks.
It is all fake. Illusions.

Initially, he worked, worked for me to become his.
Then it changed.
No nothing when he asked for my hand.
No cherishes, no loving touch. Just cold shoulders, just me and the air.

I still hoped and my heart aches. I still miss but I fear. I still think but I reminisce.

Will he go all over for me again? Or am I just a pawn in his game?
He never loved me from the start. I am but a toy in this part.

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
1:41:00 PM
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Welcome to Emily Mandy blog
Love is like a river,
Which will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
Love is not demanding,
its unconditional

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and says, '...that's her.'
emily
mandy
.saggitarius.
.DOB " 10 Dec ".


BbabyymiLy.
cherished.x3
treasures.x33
.loves.&.treasured by.x3
pampered.x3
hugs like a teddie.x3
by.
-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-

-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-
walks.
BbabyymiLy.
away from all.
her troubles.
keeping her.
healthy safe & secure!


♥Everlastiinq Lolipops
♥Everlastiinq jelly beans
♥Everlastiinq love
♥Everlastiinq Chocolates
♥Everlastiinq reese peanut buttercups
teddie bear
anime
-Inuyasha-
minimandy
grims jr.
blue, black x3
hearts x33
stroll by the seaside and star glaze

abusers
liars
hypocrites
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayers




.my baobei.
.my precious.



Worldpeace
Chocolatesworld .. white
*wishing n Wishing for you*
sushi
.mobile.
a new mp4
clam shell / flip phone is love
I don't get revenge. I get even.
There is a difference...
I will prove it


PSP
ice cream ...
chocolate
jelly bean
white choco
~!snow!~
#MINE#
*healthy*

Prove it.
Show it.
Make me believe.
Let me believe it existed.