Mu5iC Sav3s Emily S0uL
Monday, November 22, 2010

Are you willing to walk this long and difficult road with me?


Lonely Miracle.
You mention that it is what you want.
I will not deny that cause I do believe that you speak the truth.
You may be mad and crazy, but I am no where different.
Thou, you tell me and ask me not to worry, I just can't help it;
For, I am a worrywart.

Thinking too much for others and stuffs.
I know, I should stop since you say you will not leave unless I am the one who leave.
But just so you know, sometimes if I leave, I just feel so hurt and don't know what else to do.
So, I leave.
One -> to leave us both alone, to have some time to think.
Two-> we need some cool off, if not the fight will become a lot more worse.
Three-> cause I love you too much, and I am afraid that I might hurt you thou you hurt me.
I want you to be happy.

You can be happy with everyone, mean you can be happy without me, if not, are you not happy for the past 18+ years?

If you lose your friend, you will be sad.
If you lose me, you lose your world, you will be devastated.
But if you never know me, does that mean that you will never be there? No. You can still be happy, who knows, I thought about that you could be happier without me.
Wouldn't that be better? I just love seeing you smile and stay happy.

LOVE IS WHEN YOU DIE EACH TIME THE ONE YOU LOVE LOOKS AWAY BECAUSE OF THE SADNESS AND PAIN THAT PERSON IS SUFFERING.


From being afraid to lose me and crying silently, from afraid to hurt me and treating like a fragile gift, from afraid of not being able to understand me and how I am feeling
to totally don't bother or care, leave like all I care and you asking me to leave, instructing me to leave, screaming at me and kicking me aside, leaving me alone.

where is my lonely miracle?

Picking me up from my place like how guys will do? I forgot when was the last time you do. I think we will have more chances to do things together like you say? seems like you forgot like how you say guys and you will...

Enough said for now. I don't know what to think, just pouring my random thoughts..
I am not thinking quite straight recently.

I do know I love you.
And to me, that is all that , that matters. =)

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If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
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3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3


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