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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Are you willing to walk this long and difficult road with me?

you are still doing it... guess I have to learn to give up, giving up something that doesn't belong to me anymore, you belong with her, why I say so? you should know...you are texting her 4 times more than you text me! you reply her the minute she sms you! then me? =( waiting like a fool, called you, you never pick up. Why are you so close with her now?

Sigh... Got no one to pour my sorrow to except here. I don't know who will be really reading here, but also, I don't want to know. It hurts to much for me to be bother about other things.

Like what mummy say, its just like she don't need me at all, instead of saying she don't need my help, she say she don't need me, it is like engraved in my head already. I feel hurt, so hurt, but now who will be sharing my sorrow? Not you I know, you rather be doing other things or smsing her instead of me, maybe you don't bother about me anymore, don't bother if I am worried or am I safe, you are happier with her, I should be gone, like seriously.

then this morning I tell her that it is good not to need me cause she started something about that again, well, but I said that cause when she don't need me, means she pick up quite a number of skills what, but when she don't need me is like I should get out of her life. I am sad for myself, happy for her, but doubt she know and understand.

Today I feel like hugging daddy when he came for me, I am so touched and moved can? I recall what I used to do when daddy was driving taxi sometimes at night, I sneak into mummy room and took daddy shirt, hug it when I sleep, guess no one know yet still till now. I used to sleep with daddy scent, now I sleep with his scent, but he is not with me anymore.

You know? there are times that I had nightmare, I feel like just snuggling up with daddy so that I will not be so scared, cause I know daddy still love me the most.

I still love him. =)
but where is my baby boy? Oh, I just remember that he is not mine anymore...
he is hers. just hers. maybe its time I left. I feel so much pain. I don't know what to do anymore...

I want to do what he hate the most... But will he bother now? I don't think so...
=) yes, that's right... just do what I want, I am more than just alone. I am living in my own world like she say. She say that I always just have to stick to him. But that's just who I am when I am with him, if not you want me to act and then keep a distance from him? WHY?!

now thinking about it, I just want to do what I feel like doing and don't care about what others feel. that's that. =))

ciao!~~
baobeii galz - my only love rejected aka babyymily.BbabyymiLy aka mandy Thanks for letting me see hope.Your smile brightens up my day! =D 120908


If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
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