Are you willing to walk this long and diffcult road with me?

getting up today feeling very different and din really sleep well due to that xiang din reply...was freaking worried...after that ard 12+ den realise wad day today was.
1st month aniversary!
or maybe there wasnt any...
i reminded uu.. uu din get it..
i tot uu wanted to give me surprise..
after many sms.... uu replied at 12.57pm.uhmmm den uu said uu were unhappy n stress.. i called uu up..ltr uu tell me.. uu gg khatib..uhmmmm i was lyk y dun wan come my schhh....
den uu just tell me when meet den tell me wad happen...i was lyk...okays...meet uu den say den..i will go asap...
after tt i wassss soooo freaking worry that i rush everything den i just lyk...
soooo worry... present finish the team ppt...
i turn off my lappie.. turn off the plug.kept the rest of the things..leaving the lappie and the plug on the table..
when the faci sae that was it..i just keep the plug kept the lappie.. tie the rubbish tgr...den ima told me ... mandy i tink ur bf outside with my bf.. i was lyk HUH? uu sure?but he told me to meet him at khatib!ima: ur bf wear specs rites?mandy: yaaaaaaima: the guy in toilet
okays i throw the rubbish..tinking uu wanted to surprise me.. den after saw the guy..nope.. wasnt uu...-sigh-~uu plan surprises but never got to prove nor get it in action~ haishruns!urge is soo STRONG!worried..doubts filled my mind.. y din uu reply mee??!!!anxious.. wad exactly happen... y wun uu just tell me..
i wan to meet uu NOW! fast!! runs rushhhh...sweatingz profusely.suddenly.*ouch* pains fills me.. i dun carez... just wanna see uu..but when i reach.. lost!!where are uu?i called uu din din din pick up.. smsed... uu took freaking long to reply!! where are uu!!!!
i olmost got bang down by car 5x just rushing to see uu...
den uu finally reply."i went home"
i was lyk huh?! n filled with disappointment..i sms-ed.. "wad tme uu went home?"uu reply 3+...i was lyk.. den y din uu sms meee...
uu just replied with "sowwie T.T"
uhmm just hoping wherre were uu.. hoping that uu were just joking n uu were still ard..hoping it was part of ur surprise.
i reali juz wanna get a cplz ring with uu...
uhmm so after that i asked uu.. so is today our 1st month anniversary?uu reply long after... oh shit ya..
i cant help but fill with doubtss.. are uu with another galz??or mayb uu are too tired..TIRED.. uu r not superman.not superhuman.
sighhh..guess i m going home now...6pm.
sighh.. i cryy.. lolz.. i reali missed uu.. well but...cant blame uu.. uu were stress n tired..
shld i have known..uu dun mean wad uu sae..now uu tell me uu wanna breakthanks for taking everything EVERYTHING away from me.so i m celebrating 1st month anniversary myself.WOW?
so asking uu coming to my sch is that i din worry uu.. i just wan to peii uu...uu noes tt i can see THEM rites? they have been coming for me a few times... i dun noes when will they reali take me awayjust becox i lurbb uu.. ii wan to peii uu as much as i can.

-still by mandyx3-
baobeii galz - my only love
rejected aka babyymily.
BbabyymiLy aka mandy
the given up galz..
no hope seen

If I say I love you, will you say you love me too or will you treat/take me as a fool??
Is this love?hearts flutterings
7:56:00 PM
Y

Welcome to Emily Mandy blog
Love is like a river,
Which will cut a new path;
whenever it meets an obstacle.
Love is not demanding,
its unconditional

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and says, '...that's her.'
emily
mandy
.saggitarius.
.DOB " 10 Dec ".


BbabyymiLy.
cherished.x3
treasures.x33
.loves.&.treasured by.x3
pampered.x3
hugs like a teddie.x3
by.
-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-

-Unknown and MIA or AKIA-
walks.
BbabyymiLy.
away from all.
her troubles.
keeping her.
healthy safe & secure!


♥Everlastiinq Lolipops
♥Everlastiinq jelly beans
♥Everlastiinq love
♥Everlastiinq Chocolates
♥Everlastiinq reese peanut buttercups
teddie bear
anime
-Inuyasha-
minimandy
grims jr.
blue, black x3
hearts x33
stroll by the seaside and star glaze

abusers
liars
hypocrites
gossipers
BackSTABBERS
betrayers




.my baobei.
.my precious.



Worldpeace
Chocolatesworld .. white
*wishing n Wishing for you*
sushi
.mobile.
a new mp4
clam shell / flip phone is love
I don't get revenge. I get even.
There is a difference...
I will prove it


PSP
ice cream ...
chocolate
jelly bean
white choco
~!snow!~
#MINE#
*healthy*

Prove it.
Show it.
Make me believe.
Let me believe it existed.